Time to get the pounds off

I am seriously thinking about starting some weight loss pills very soon. I find it very hard to except the fact that I need some help with my weight. I have NEVER had issues with my weight even after giving birth to my two oldest daughters. Now that I have had my third my weight is constantly on my mind. I want to lose about 10 pounds and I think I would be ok with myself. It all started when we tried to get pregnant with our third. Getting pregnant was not the problem but keeping them was. Every time I got pregnant I would gain about 5 pounds and then I would lose the baby I would not lose the 5 pounds so 4 miscarriages later equals 20 pounds that I have not been able to get rid of. We now have a health baby girl and I still have those 10 pounds.